Great news! I handed in my Master thesis! Even defended it! And I took a week to recover a bit. Finally, am starting to feel like human again!
This was a very stressful and crazy experience for me. I had been challenged by life to make my Master thesis project in only two months from complete zero. With my supervisors encouragement and support I have done it! 91 page book with at least 75 pages of plain text.
Yes, I was feeling drained and tired constantly. And I still do, actually. Sleepless nights, over stressed days, overwhelming amounts of information, feeling inadequate and low self worth, even loneliness… The bouquet of feelings that making such a big task in such a short time brings you. And it just destroys you a little bit every day. My best advise to people who has to do something similar to this is:
But honestly I have expected a more rewarding feeling in the end. However, after the defense everything became a little bit better. Now it is hard to understand this free time I have. Netflix and chill without guilt??? I don’t even remember how that feels like. Well… now I do, actually.
So in conclusion, finally I am back to you guys! Which is amazing, however scary because coming back is a commitment to post regularly. But I will try my best!
Look out for the upcoming posts!
P.S. Sorry for the poor quality of pictures. They were all taken with my phone in these spontaneous moments. Hope you can still appreciate the post.